437 Oh Dear!

Have a look at these;

https://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=kevin%27s+rambles

Kevins Rambles is very close to what I was thinking that I wanted to do. Also, he is getting about a fair bit – at least one of his videos is within a very few miles of me.

Now, for some reason, I find his videos difficult to watch. I need to stress, there is absolutely nothing wrong with them, they are very good. But they are difficult for me to watch. Now, I strongly suspect that I am jealous of this, and that is what is making it hard for me.

One thing is obvious, and that is Kevin is putting effort in to his videos. I’m not bothered about equipment, I have more than enough kit to do this, one issue is making the time – now this begins to sound like excuses to me, because If I wanted to, I could. Anything I say from here-on about not doing this is an excuse.

This absolutely one of the failing that bloggers I have looked on YouTube, and that is comparing yourself to others. I got in to a phase of thinking that nobody is going to want to watch me, when you compare me with Kevin. Is this an admission that I would like a larger audience – to be honest, if you are putting stuff either in a blog or on a service like YouTube then I would say wanting a larger audience is axiomatic. But my bottom line is that I am doing this because I want to. But why do I want to? It is a combination of doing so just for the heck of it, and because I do want to tell a story.

I need to stop comparing myself with others, stop prevaricating and get on with it!

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